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On Shower Walls

by Stephen Wordsmith

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1.
You enter the pines from the outskirts But eat pie from the inside out You lose your power to fly The moment you begin to doubt You've only ever succeeded Through pretending when sleep is near You've only seen one sunset And it's been setting for billions of years CHORUS You laugh, you love, you push, you thrive You cry, you love, you struggle, survive Sometimes you succeed And sometimes you fall You will either be you or nothing at all If you live threescore years and ten Surviving all and sundry You'll have languished for a decade In the prison we call 'Monday' You're all you'll ever have - to Compromise would be a crime Your name is your name only - One day it will slip From a muttering lip For the last and final time CHORUS BRIDGE Someday Someone like you Might just like you And hold you close They'll see The best of you The worst of you And they'll choose both CHORUS You laugh, you love, you push, you thrive You cry, you love, you struggle, survive Sometimes you extinguish Sometimes you ignite You can only write a story only you can write
2.
Said father to Kate 'You arrived very late Kept us up until seven AM We were worried, you see Your poor mother and me I don't want this to happen again' 'But father', said kate, said kate, said she 'It never can happen again' Said father to Kitty 'A terrible pity You always were good as a lass But there's no debating That you kept us waiting 'twas truly a pain in the ass! 'But father, said kitty, said kitty, said she 'It can never again come to pass - Dear father, I swear, as sure as I'm here It can never again come to pass' ... Said father to katie 'Your burden was weighty We didn't know what we could do It felt like a crime To go through it one time I don't think our hearts could take two!' 'But father, said katie, said katie, said she 'It never again can ensue' Said father to kat 'You know where my heart's at All wounded and rent into chunks You've hurt me and mum Perhaps the time's come For you to start packing your trunks! 'Oh father', said kat, said kat, said she Desist with this being a dunce - For pity's own sake, please give me a break I can only be born bloody once!
3.
A curious thing, the umbrella Its ruse overfloweth my cup I'm told it can go up a chimney down But not down a chimney up A curious thing is the leggy Such wonderment never will stop It hasn't a top at the bottom But a bottom, indeed, at the top A curious thing, the birdkeeper Confounding the cleverest sage It's known he can cage any swallow But he plainly can't swallow a cage A curious thing, this election In sating my ponderous thirst To make presidents of first ladies We must make lady presidents, first!
4.
From rack and ruin and rubble Empty lots on empty routes The seed of modern architecture Germinates and shoots Arising from the ashes With the splendour of a king Like a glassy, boxy, cornered Tilt-slab phoenix Sort of thing A thousand walls of windows But without a single ledge These sentinels of steel Rub their shoulders, edge to edge To every block encircle Squarely as a boxing ring Like a glassy, boxy, cornered Urban stonehenge Sort of thing And all that once had stood before Lies scattered on this forest's floor A testament unto the dates Where souls were snatched by shifting plates And history, I'm sore afraid Was all at once destroyed and made Yet what serves as their epitaph? A hundred hueless photographs In stolid frames on solid walls In boxy, cornered, tilt-slab halls But seek - and you might find it Where no mixer churns at all A pool of former glories Midst the concrete waterfalls Where a scattered church will whisper 'I survived - and that's enough' Little lonesome gothic diamond In a rightly-angled rough From rack and ruin and rubble Empty lots on empty streets A stirred and shaken city Clambers to its dusty feet To rise up from the ashes With the splendour of a king Like a glassy, boxy, cornered Shiny, classy, prop'ly ordered Sharply winged and softly bordered Tilt-slab phoenix Sort of thing
5.
In an old trunk in the attic I thought I found a song Entrapped within its canvas cell A prisoner far too long I turned the key within the lock So gently raised the lid The song returned my startled gaze And this is what it did: It yawned, it blinked, before my eyes It tenderly unfurled It drifted from its confines Set out into the world *instrumental refrain* Although it was from darkness That it crept, it showed no fear Around my mind's eye soft it swirled Alighting on my ear Where, in the deepest recess Of my wrinkled matter grey A band of former centuries Took arms, began to play They told a testimonial With rhythm strong and true A bygone world of black-and-white Discerned through eyes of blue *instrumental refrain* And when the band was finished All things ended, as they must The air again fell silent As the falling of the dust My eyes then chanced to settle On the prison whence it came A photo of a girl appeared A face without a name In the old trunk in the attic Where I thought I found a song And a girl with eyes of sapphire Knew alone I wasn't wrong
6.
Look, Look I have a book Of pages ninety-three A caper Stamped in paper Made of tree, made of tree Snip, snap It's time to wrap And tape it up with glee With jolly Men and holly Made of tree, made of tree It's not hard To write the card To father, love from me With no stencil But a pencil Made of tree, made of tree Then lock it In this pocket To maintain the mystery It'll cope This envelope All made of tree, made of tree Complacent I'll then place it With a fellow gift or three No wonder It's all under This great tree, this great tree And ignore This thought that gnaws That one day we might just be Caught bereft With nothing left That's made of tree, made of tree
7.
She lay down in the sand On a warm summer night Her breath hung in a mist On the horizon She clutched at her neck At an unbroken chain As she saw the next link On the horizon Then she took with the shackle Her life in her hand And she drew a deep breath On the horizon And the night air eddied with tragic magic She succumbed to the drag Of an unbroken chain Pulling her ever near The horizon As she lay in the sand On a warm summer night And she saw her last sun On the horizon
8.
SWELL! ROAR! SPAWN! TEAR! CRAWL! BITE! SUCK! TEAR! SWELL! ROAR! SPAWN! TEAR! CRAWL! BITE! SUCK! TEAR! SELF! PERPETUAL! REBIRTH! SPIDER! SELF! PERPETUAL! REBIRTH! SPIDER! An end to myself, untold generations A thousand forefathers with mad mastications To pluck out your eyes, and suck out your juices An infinite web, resistance is useless CHORUS I'm legion, I'm lethal, I leave no survivors I crawl and enthral you with delicate fibres I feast upon fear and take pleasure in pain I'm one, I'm a million, I cannot be slain CHORUS I NEVER DIE! I MULTIPLY! SPIDER AM I! AND I TERRIFY! x2 I've eggs for expanding And silk for enthralling A venomous cycle of poison and crawling A thousand forefathers and legions of children I cannot be slain, I am one, I'm a million CHORUS
9.
Kristjana Guttmundsdottir Deftly alit from the steaming train Kristjana Guttmundsdottir Soon enough ne'er to be seen again Kristjana Guttmundsdottir Breathed in the night air cloaked in myst'ry Kristjana Guttmundsdottir Soon to be sent to the realm of hist'ry The weary typewriter went chinkity-chun! A t wandered errant - too late, it was done! One, two, and the ribbon reluctantly spun And started again from the square we call one Kristjana Guttmundsdottir Planted a heel at the platform's rim Kristjana Guttmundsdottir Vanishing soon in the air so dim Kristjana Guttmundsdottir Visions of murderers crossed her mind Kristjana Guttmundsdottir Soon to the depths to be consigned The weary typewriter went clickety-clack! A J wandered errant - alas and alack! One, two, and the scissors went snickety-snack! She left the world, never to be coming back! Kristjana Guttmundsdottir Held in a hasty finger's thrall Kristjana Guttmundsdottir Sent to hell in a paper ball Girl detective Anna Johnsson Deftly alit from the steaming train Our new hero Anna Johnsson A soul reborn with a simpler name (A soul reborn with a simpler name)
10.
O'er the vast, edgeless desert I walk on, step by step Though the heat wavers never Still I walk, step by step And upon the seven thousandth pace I stop, and turn my weathered face To see the carved horizon line But no footprints of mine Every grain of the burnt sand Lies at peace, all as one Stretching out through this vast land Safe at rest, all as one And I see for seven thousand miles This bronze cathedral's endless aisles Call forth to the horizon line But no footprints of mine Yet every foot I lay down Leaves an imprint in its wake And each eye misses nothing As this barren earth they rake And every speck along my course Lies undisturbed by outside force From here to the horizon line Still I see no footprints of mine *instrumental* O'er the vast, edgeless desert I walk on, step by step Though the cold wavers never Still I walk, step by step And upon the seven thousandth pace I stop, and turn my weathered face To see the carved horizon line But no footprints of mine Every flake of the soft snow Lies at peace, all as one Stretching out through this vast land Safe at rest, all as one And I see for seven thousand miles This white cathedral's endless aisles Call forth to the horizon line But no footprints of mine Yet every foot I lay down Leaves an imprint in its wake And each eye misses nothing As this barren earth they rake And every speck along my course Lies undisturbed by outside force From here to the horizon line Still I see no footprints of mine
11.
The north road Met the south wind At the east gate of West Haim And said 'What ho, fool south wind We're one, we are the same! Why bear with you this label O queen of wicked weather? 'tis north where we are going Come, let us go together' The south wind Kissed the north road While vaporously grinning And said 'My name, dear North road Describes our shared beginning Why bear with you this label O king of twisty-turny? 'tis south where we have come from Let's carry on our journey The north road And the south wind Blustered for all they were worth When forthwith Came a rumbling voice From deep within the earth 'Why bear you both these labels? Fie, end this foolish tryst! You cling like fleas to North and South For me, these don't exist. So carry on your chosen path In sweet collaboration Your journey's more important Than the start or destination.' The north road And the south wind Heard the great orb as it spoke Then joined themselves together Dusty arm in misty cloak And moved forever onwards Striding forth to who knows where While a veil of blessed stillness Hung about the silent air
12.
Through a flickering eye We see no surprises As the day breaks, A soul wakes And the sun rises On the prison she's known Since the day she was twenty Black curtains, black carpet, Double bed, mostly empty Single chair, lying waiting In the shape of a hand Two nightlamps, one broken On one nightstand Once again comes the night Five pound cab, Ten pound entry The same prison she's known Since the day she was twenty Black dress, black stilettos Double shot, mostly empty Singles night, single-minded She stands... Heart in throat, drink in hand Soon to be in for much more Than one might stand But tonight, he'll surprise her The next one to entice her Will be different this time Strong and kind, rather nicer Altogether... And perhaps, God willing, even willing to receive Her suggestion that they leave Without question Together... They'll cast off their clothing And cares Casting glances And shadows And passionate stares While casting their magic Together... As the night sky is torn By the hands of the morning Two lovers now lie In a dream, softly seen Through a flickering eye Together... Then one might stand And go... ... And the flickering light Reveals no surprises As the day breaks, A soul wakes And the sun rises Not on a soulmate But the prison she's shared With a cellmate or twenty Same curtains, same carpet Double bed, mostly empty And a life she could hold In the palm of her hand And one heart, unbroken And one nightstand
13.
Little star You twinkle twinkle And our brows We once would wrinkle As we wondered What you were Little star Now thanks To the march of physics We're much less inclined To quiz it Our passions No longer stirred Little star Its a shame That due to science We now act With swift defiance When we're faced With mystery Little star Star by any Nomenclature But the riddle Of your nature Cast aside To History Little star Knit within The womb of fusion Help us shatter Disillusion Let us see you Through the lens Of children Or a bygone men Keep us looking up afar Let us wonder what you are. Twinkle, Twinkle, Little star
14.
A home is where the heart is For all the charm it lacks Like carpeting or ceilings Or walls devoid of cracks What would it take a soul to make A house a home again? The tradesman has his paintbrush The writer has her pen Your aching walls of plaster bare Transform, as now you write A scribbling pad without an end A canvas infinite Where every theme and narrative Will spindily unfold Across the holey weatherboards To help keep in the cold CHORUS So fill your home with words alone From each wall to the next A cunning swarm of cuneiform A tapestry of text With every phrase from bygone days The tales of why and how Reborn as scrawls on shower walls The time to write is now A splash of paint will one day fade The best wallpaper tears A lockwood wall, however strong Begins to show its years And every steadfast picture glass Will not forever last For earthly objects come and go But stories always are So set your pen in motion From each wallpaper rip Let every letter of your songs Come flowing from its tip And soon your house a home will be Emblazoned from your mind Unleash the scrawls on shower walls Let joy be unconfined
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Forgive me, if this class you take Will see my concentration break For pressures real and demons fake Conspired to keep my soul awake All through the yawning night Oh, teacher of humanities Your vanity's insanity It borders on profanity Five words of your inanity And I'm out like a light I do all my best sleeping in lectures Couldn't care less for your crooked conjectures Or your obstinate and odious oratory Your sermon's sedative, a stuffy soporific I'm tired of your vagaries, so let me be specific Our story's both beginning and it's ending at Z No student bold has earned their card By sleeping when the sky is starred Their shell at rest, with conscious jarred The pillow soft, the pressure hard They can't give up the fight But in your languid lecture halls A troubled head that softly falls To join the thousand tired thralls As you orate to weary walls Has never felt more right I do all my best sleeping in lectures Couldn't care less for your crooked conjectures Or your obstinate and odious oratory Your sermon's sedative, a stuffy soporific I'm tired of your vagaries, so let me be specific Our story's both beginning and it's ending at Z I do all my best sleeping in lectures Couldn't care less for your crooked conjectures Or your obstinate and odious oratory Your sermon's sedative, a stuffy soporific I'm tired of your vagaries, so let me be specific Our story's both beginning and it's ending at... ...zzzzzzzzzz.

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Variations on a theme of ensuring that those odd little flashes of shower philosophy and literary insight do not escape and become lost forever.

You can only write a story only you can write. The Time to write is now.

This album is dedicated to the memory of Paul 'Hoopshank' Turrell, without whom the world is a lamentably less mad place.

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released March 1, 2017

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